Well I had a lot of time to myself today after my physical thereapy session. I have been studying my grade one braille pretty intensly! I am getting this slowly but surely. But today, I had time to myself, so when I was alone, I began feeling of myself. Well, feeling my pussy. I first felt the lips. It was like feeling someone else. I had no response to the touch myself. I gently massaged them, but nothing. They are totally numb, dead to me. Then, I felt inside. I found where the catheter I'm wearing enters my pee hole. I put my fingers deep inside me. Nothing. Oh I was still able to work up some moisture, but felt nothing. It's kinda depressing in a way, but arousing in another way. It's like I'm feeling Cathy's pussy, which of course, has been dead for years now. Finally, I felt my clit, and began massging it, gently at first, then faster and firmer. I should have been shaking all over, but felt absolutely nothing. OMG It's arousing in such a different way. I had done all I could to masturubate with no response from my body at all.
Then, I felt my nipples...they felt like rocks!!! I thought they were going to explode!
As I began massaging them and trying to get some release of some sort, I heard footsteps and the door slam shut. I jumped of course! Scared to death. I began saying "who's there, who is it". Then I grabbed the call button and rang for the nurse. When she came in, no one was in the room. I told her that someone had been in my room and had run out and slammed the door. She had not seen anyone, but promised to keep an eye on my room.
Crippled and blind, trying to get some pleasure, now I can't ever be sure I have privacy!
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